Until We Meet by Agatha Winslow

My nights will be a little colder
My days a little shorter
My heart will beat a little less rapid
Until we meet

I know that my arms will be empty
My mind hurting from the constant thought of you
Minutes will seem to be hours
Hours will seem to be months
While months will seem like eternity
Until we meet

The stars in the sky will not affect me
with its gleaming sparkles of life
Until I am gazing at them in your arms
And the food that I eat will not be as fulfilling and nourishing
Until it is you that I share the my food with
And Until we meet

I will not feel whole
My world will seem incomplete
Until that wonderful day
When we make our first contact
Cant wait for the moment so great
When our hearts combine
Longing eyes will wait
Until we meet

Waiting smiles

She was looking out the window, It was raining outside she smile to her self because she liked the rain, but right now she wished it was a bright sunny day as the rain was delaying something she was look forward to... she checked her phone for like the millionth time. wondering if everything was alright, if that moment was going to come today? 


She was tired and feeling a bit cold, she obviously wasn't dresses for the weather.. she wore a body hugging purple T-shirt and a pair of old jeans. but she didn't mind the weather now thinking about what to come made her warm on the inside. she smiled again, she felt stupid and took a look around to see if people where looking at her for behaving like a skitsofrantic! even that joke-to-self made her smile, Heck! everything seemed make her smile.


The barista brought her a hot coffee she had order which seems like ages ago. she clutched the mug and instantly felt the warmth of the hot drink. now her heart was beating fast she found her self looking out the window again. she was nervous. she was biting her lips and frigging. 


she felt a figure standing behind her and her said "Hi hun, sorry I'm late." she smile to her self... he has finally arrived.

The Second Coming

    Turning and turning in the widening gyre
    The falcon cannot hear the falconer;
    Things fall apart; the centre cannot hold;
    Mere anarchy is loosed upon the world,
    The blood-dimmed tide is loosed, and everywhere
    The ceremony of innocence is drowned;
    The best lack all conviction, while the worst
    Are full of passionate intensity.


    Surely some revelation is at hand;
    Surely the Second Coming is at hand.
    The Second Coming! Hardly are those words out
    When a vast image out of Spiritus Mundi
    Troubles my sight: a waste of desert sand;
    A shape with lion body and the head of a man,
    A gaze blank and pitiless as the sun,
    Is moving its slow thighs, while all about it
    Wind shadows of the indignant desert birds.


    The darkness drops again but now I know
    That twenty centuries of stony sleep
    Were vexed to nightmare by a rocking cradle,
    And what rough beast, its hour come round at last,
    Slouches towards Bethlehem to be born?


William Butler Yeats

Invictus

Out of the night that covers me,
Black as the Pit from pole to pole,
I thank whatever gods may be
For my unconquerable soul.

In the fell clutch of circumstance
I have not winced nor cried aloud.
Under the bludgeonings of chance
My head is bloody, but unbowed.

Beyond this place of wrath and tears
Looms but the Horror of the shade,
And yet the menace of the years
Finds, and shall find, me unafraid.

It matters not how strait the gate, 
How charged with punishments the scroll.
I am the master of my fate:
I am the captain of my soul.




William Ernest Henley 

Reboot

OK so its been a while(a really long while).. been hectic like never before but productive as heaven. You never know there are things possible till you actually try it out, just so you know I've tried out a lot of things lately... many with the grace of God have been successful... and most of the things going wacky in wired ways...  but for some reason I don't regret any of it...


So a little update.. I have moved out of my residence in Dehiwala and is currently located in Colombo 6.... also I have moved out from my previous job and currently sitting at my new one typing this...


I spend most of my evening locked up in my room, you might think this should be a grate opportunity for a nerd like me to start writing my blog. WRONG! this just makes me very apathetic and lifeless i find refuge in Movies that don't excite me at all(must be the horrible quality torrent downloads)


So about my new job I work as a Trainer and Developer (the latter being less frequent, actually there are both less frequent since I'm still undergoing self training) and its not so crowded in here like the last place and everyone is quite and polite (no drama,YAY! for now -__-) 


I've also been working more closely with youth and CSC youth, and when some pretty amazing camps during my absence from the blogging scene. and made some pretty cool friends along the way... 


So my life as a whole has been more that active and hyped. Oh not all that anymore (figures right! since in writing this blog post)
So anyway its been one week since I joined this company (Ascensor partners) and I'm missing my old friends.. guess  I'm still getting used to this place. I am yet to actually start working.
So pretty much a nonsense of a life and I turned 20 last week(still alive.. hmmmm... that's good/odd)


[Wow.. all three of those sentences started with a "SO"]


pretty much it for now.. hope I don't loose touch again  should keep this up(Although I know no one ever reads this) just to stay connected with myself and keep track of my life(what! I forget!)

The Fighters

October is cancer month. In memory of every cancer patient, family member and friend who has lost their battle with cancer and in honor of those who continue to conquer it! 

I have so many friends and family members suffering from this ailment, but I also learn so much thought there endurance and strength. I thank God for these people. some believe in healing, some are dead scared of what they have in them, but some have come to love what they carry around with them, their pain has brought them to understanding of the value of life and have come closer to their one true divine physician, who is God Almighty… the example they show have brought me to realize the value of life and good health… I love all of these people they are part of my family and my life… and I believe that Gods mighty healing hand will be apon them in his time. 

The Journey

Picture speaks a thousand words(in this case 468).

In the seemingly infinite wake in life, as we talk the road less traveled by, the narrow path, the way of darkness that lead to our final destination, we hope and dream that at the end we will still be a team that can proudly say that we took on the world together.

We also know that in this pained walk we are never alone, a friend a guide to take us though this strange ordeal always besides us to the very end, and at the end we’ll turn around and look back at our foot prints, some fading some imprinted strong on the heart of the people who we touch and the lives we transformed and feel a strange but fulfilling happiness of knowing our true purpose has been achieved!

And on the way, by the way… those were the best time we have ever had, the fun and the joy of each other’s company, the love and the unity that we shared will forever be the same. We realize that the magical bond that weaved into place as we traveled high and traveled low, looking for the things we love the most or aimlessly wondering till we find out what to look for. As the storms came and we doubted ourselves you kept us going, you carried me though knowing that we’ll make it Those memories they still remain clearly as a still from a full HD lens focused on the best moments and blur at the worst.

As we took this journey, we learnt so much that books and teachers could have never thought us. The lessons in life which are so much more valuable than silver or gold I am proud to say that we learnt them together, you have become part of my life experience which one day I will pass down to my children and their children.

Time seems to have stopped and we felt like the world was ours, but soon realizes that the world was in need, we didn’t know what or how to find it. So we traveled deep in the words and we found what we hoped we will find. We couldn’t keep the best joy we found to ourselves we had to go out and tell it to the world, some rejoiced in what we had to say other’s scoffed and scorned and rejected it, saying we were fool to waste the best years of our life chasing a false truth, but we never gave up we wiped our feel   and we kept on going we went deeper, to every nook and corner looking for people who need to hear the news.

As we have come the end of this fine journey let me tell you my friend, the journey has only begun. This is only a milestone.